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A GHOST IS ALL THAT'S LEFT OF EVERYTHING WE SWORE WE NEVER WOULD FORGET. WE TRIED TO BLEED THE SICKNESS, BUT WE DRAINED OUT HEARTS INSTEAD ..........
VALENTINES DAY
do you ever think of me when you're lying there alone? do you know, do you know what I'm going through? cause I can't seem to let it go, and I wonder if you know, if you know ..
... that a part of me is still waiting for you.
... that a part of me is still waiting for you.
EVERY WORD I SAY IS TRUE
every day I will wait, 'til you're mine again. I will die every day, 'til you're mine again. there's no words to explain, no beginning and no end. I will dream, I will pray, you'll be mine again.
MAYBE I'M AFRAID OF LOVING, BECAUSE I'M AFRAID OF NOT BEING LOVED BACK
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AS LONG AS WE GOT EACH OTHER
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jag vet att jag inte varit så lätt att leva med, också jag har dagar då allting blir fel. men jag vet att om man inte ger något, så får man ingenting igen. och där du tyckte att du förlorade i stolhet, där vann du en vän. se på oss nu, vi står här trots allt och håller om varandra när det blåser kallt. jag vet att jag vill kämpa, jag vet att jag kan. så länge vi har varandra. jag vet att det varit dagar, då du undrar om du gjorde rätt. men jag har aldrig sagt till dig att det kommer att bli lätt. så tänd ett ljus och låt det brinna, låt aldrig det vi har försvinna. jag hissar vit flagg och säger förlåt, så ta dig samman och svälj din gråt. se på oss nu, vi står här trots allt och håller om varandra när det blåser kallt. jag vet att jag vill kämpa, jag vet att jag kan. så länge vi har varandra. för mig är du det vackraste som finns, för mig finns inget annat. det finns saker som alltid fortsätter växa när allt annat har stannat. se på oss nu, vi står här trots allt och håller om varandra när det blåser kallt. jag vet att jag vill kämpa, jag vet att jag kan. så länge vi har varandra.
MY LIFE IN RUINS
HAR TAPPAT MIN ALLRA KÄRASTE ÄGODEL!!!! min älskade ipåååån är förlorad :( så dåligt som jag mår nu, har jag inte gjort på längeeee ... fan vad värdelöst! nästan 15 000 kr kvar att betala av på den, känns underbart -.- vad gör jag?!!!
WHY WONT YOU JUST LOVE ME BACK?
PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE
ingenting blir någonsin som man tänkt sig ...
I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING INSIDE ME, TO KEEP YOU BESIDE ME
doesn't matter what I do, nothing's gonna change, I'm never good enough.
♥
maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. without them, what would shape our lives? perhaps, if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. after all, seasons change, so do cities. people come into your life and people go. but it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart.
CAN YOU MAKE A MISTAKE AND MISS YOUR FATE?
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after all, heartbreak and breakups are the hardest kind of work. so shouldn't there be some sort of credit for enduring them? and if not, how do you retain a sense of value when you have nothing concrete to show for it? because at the end of yet another failed relationship, when all you have are war wounds and self doubt, you have to wonder, what's it all worth?
IT'S TRUE .....
I wish I could sit here all alone, thinking this is okay, don't need anybody tonight, just complete silence and the candle light, and I'd drink my coffee. wouldn't worry at all ... wouldn't worry at all.
I would feel fine like I always do. I would be smiling, laughing too. don't need anybody, least of all you. and then I would convince myself it's true, it's true.
I wish I could stare at the wall and see something different everytime, everytime. the candle wouldn't stop burning, I could lay down and I wouldn't be crying.
I would feel fine like I always do. I would be smiling, laughing too. don't need anybody, least of all you. and then I would convince myself it's true, it's true.
I would feel fine like I always do. I would be smiling, laughing too. don't need anybody, least of all you. and then I would convince myself it's true, it's true.
I wish I could stare at the wall and see something different everytime, everytime. the candle wouldn't stop burning, I could lay down and I wouldn't be crying.
I would feel fine like I always do. I would be smiling, laughing too. don't need anybody, least of all you. and then I would convince myself it's true, it's true.
SATC IN MY ♥
after a break-up; certain street, locations, even times of day are off-limits. the city becomes a deserted battlefield, loaded with emotional landmines. you have to be very careful where you step or you could be blown to pieces.
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if ever there's tomorrow when we're not together, there's something you must always remember; you're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is; even if we're apart ... I'll always be with you.
A WISE GIRL ...
kisses, but doesn't love. listens, but doesn't believe and leaves before she is left.
♥
don't wanna leave it all behind, but I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime another colour turns to grey and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
ALL THESE THINGS I HAVE
NU ÄR LIVET BRA! träningen går bra, övningskörningen rullar på (ordvits? ;p), min iPhone är på gång, datorn snart här, jag känner mig allmänt lycklig, emelie ♥ är underbar och tillbaka i mitt liv och jag har ett jobb som jag trivs med ... vad med kan jag begära för tillfället? :)) kan bara komma på en enda sak - mer jobb.
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there's still arrows in my heart, there's still time I fall apart and all I'm left with is why's. but then your love falls like a heavy rain and I don't feel the pain when you're by my side.